Hello LOVES.
I’ve just got back home from an outing with colleagues. I attended a bbq pit with primary school friends. It was some kind of a gathering and I really had fun. Thanks to all those friends. I’ll upload the pictures soon okay.

Thanks to the boys especially Naszri and Martin for making me drunk. Thanks ehk! Like Martin said, we’re not just normal friends, we are PRIMARY SCHOOL friends. -.-“

I reached home at 4+am and slept all the way till 2pm because I had to go to work. It was really tiring but nothing I could do. I still have to go to work. After working, those riders at my work place planned for a seesha session. Atiqah wanted to tag along but too bad, there wasn’t any extra helmet. We had hell lots of laughter especially with those boys’ lame jokes. Especially Shah!  He talked and crapped a lot.

Those boys planned for another outing maybe next week. I’m still considering about following Shah to club next week I think. Still in consideration. =)

I’ll have to get to bed now. School tomorrow.
Sungguh tidak kelakar kalau tidak pergi sekolah.
Okay best! Bahasa Baku! Hahahahaah!

Goodbye!=)

he's at my house! Damn! i'm dead!

Hello LOVES!
I’m back from work. I reached home early just now cause that cute boy sent me home. Sweet kan?!!!!! I was really happy to see him at work just now. We talked a lot you know.

Idah was being such an asshole. She left me alone and left home without waiting for me. Or worst still, she didn’t tell me at all. A little freaked out but kejap jer. Cause after that Shah offered to send me home. At first I thought he wanted to say something urgent. Padehal stakat nk tanyer is it okay if he send me back home. CUTE kan?!!!

He made me laugh a lot while working. I wasn’t in a good mood when I came at first. But that boy put a smile on my face. Thanks Shah!

We laughed a lot while we were on our way to Jurong. Thanks to Shah! He made a lot of jokes. Shared stories bout our life. He wanted me to accompany him to meet his friends and slack for awhile. But I gave it a pass because I was too tired and I’m schooling later on. So he sent me straight home. Thanks Shah! He won’t be working tomorrow but I am. He will be working on Saturday but I won’t. Sad kan? But nevermind, both of us will be working on Sunday! YAYY! I so can’t wait for Sunday! Looking forward for Sunday. Sunday come fast please! Hahahaha!

Nothing to blog about.

I just wana cut everything short and tell everyone that Shah is super cute! Bye!

Hello LOVES!
I’m not sure if I’m going to school today. Thanks to Mum. She said she don’t know where she misplace my work uniform. I wanted to bring my stuff to school cause I didn’t want to trouble myself to go back home and then back to town. And I didn’t wanna waste my time too! Infact, I won’t have enough time.

Working at Bugis was great tho. The environment there wasn’t like what I thought. I’ve got a new friend working there and she’s really kind and helpful. Or maybe too kind and to helpful. She wanted to do almost every single thing and told me to rest even though I don’t seemed too tired. Cute or what! But of cause I didn’t larh. Cause I pity her a lot and I know she’s really tired. So I helped her with some stuff.

Idah was working too yesterday but she’s working at Cineleisure. DAMN! I’m fucking disappointed when she called up and said that cute boy sent her home. And I felt so !@#$%^&* URGHH! Idah, you watch out okay! Please ehk! Don’t disturb my boyfriend please! You have your own boyfriend! He’s all mine! Huahuahua! I’ll be working with him today. Yayy! I so can’t wait! I love it so much. I’ll get to see his cute face! Waaaahhh! I like! *kening naik2*

Someone was super irritating last night! Thanks ehk! Kau nk step merajok ngn aku. Please larh, you can joke around and I can’t? Haha! Klu tkleh kene siket, kau ddk sorang kat rumah sudah sia. Jgn campo org k! Thanks!

Hello LOVES!
I’ve just got back from work. Thanks to Abg Zainal for sending me back home. Trust me, I was too lazy to take the train back home. At first Sham said Shah wanted to come and fetch me then send me back home but nahh! I don’t wanna trouble him at all. And so I planned to train back home at first but Zainal offered to send me back home. Heeh! Off to somewhere to help Sham with his bike. Had a lil chat with his fiancé. And I realized she was really friendly. They came back soon after that then off back home.

I received a text message from sister. She told me that someone is coming back home today! And I was so surprised plus scared to face him. I’m not ready yet. But I know I have to face every single thing that comes in life. Please! I need encouragement!

I’m schooling and working tomorrow. I won’t be able to meet him. I didn’t want to meet him actually, but I have to because I wanted to get over all this badly! I know he’s not the one at fault so I can’t drag this thing and make him suffer. I’m just scared and I couldn’t utter a single word now. HOW? Help please!

I’m lucky to have my bbg whenever I need her. And she came out with a good idea on how to escape tomorrow. We always have ideas how to escape from problems. Trust me! I love her so much!

I’m working tomorrow but I’ll be at bugis outlet. Damn! The environment is gonna be very different. Because the ones I usually talk to won’t be there. I’ll be the only one there.

And that super cute boy will be working tomorrow I think and I won’t be able to see him cause I was sent to Bugis for attachment! DAMN! But never mind, I still have my Friday and Sunday and I get to see his cute face. Haha! I’ll be that secret admirer! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Cute ain’t he?! Haha!
I felt sorry for this boy cause I’ve been making him wait for me a lot of times. He’s been waiting for my text since yesterday and I feel so bad. Till now!
He said he miss me.  *AWWWWWWW*
I MISS YOU TOO LARH! In fact, I MISS YOU A LOT!
Webcam with you tomorrow larh okay.

Bbg just called up. She asked me if I’m ready to face everything.
The truth is, I’m not! I’m seriously not!
I’m scared!
Like bbg said, what if he’s at my void deck waiting for me?
What if he’s outside my doorstep waiting for me?
What if he’s in my  house waiting for me?!!!!
DAMN! I’m so dead!
Bby! Help me please! Pretty please!

If we both were to get back together, everything would be a NO for me.
Friends would be a NOWAY!
Bbygirls would be a NOWAY too! (Which is soooo not gonna happen!)
MSN would be a NOWAY!
Tagged too!
Even Facebook!
Messaging friends too!
Party with girlfriends!
Outing with girlfriends!
Meeting up with friends during my weekends.

DAMN! I’m so not gonna let that happen. I know him very well. He won’t change!

Stressed!

Let me think bout it again okay!

GOODNIGHT!

Hello LOVES!
I know I went missing for the past few days. I’ve been busy with work and stuff.

I’ve grown a year older on 27^th January 2010. I’m getting old already.

Went to Dbl O with Bbg Nurul, Bbg Fiza and Indra on 28^th January. The four of us were being very fickle minded and we did something stupid which wasted a lot of our money. Seriously, but yeah, its over anyway, and I did enjoy myself. Really! Thanks friends!

Work haven’t been a bitch yet. I’m starting to love my job. Not forgetting school, I love school SOMETIMES! Haha!

I promise I’ll do a proper update soon! Bye!

Oh bbygirls, don’t forget this Saturday! I LOVE YOU MAN!

Hello LOVES!
This is my second post already. I'm bored. Thats the reason why i blogged for the second time.

That boy doesn't seem to remember that tomorrow is my special day. Weird? But true! He only remember that it'ssomewhere in January but he don't know exactly when eventhough we've been very close friends for years. Thanks ehk! I've never forgotten your special day.

I'm working later on. i'll have to get ready soon! MALAS! Serious!

Hello LOVES!
Sorry for the lack of updates for the past few days. Busy working for the past few days.

I had a wonderful Saturday night. I was working on Saturday evening till night and I thought my Saturday night was gonna be a boring one. But thanks to my dear friends, they made my day. Thanks to Tom.

Thanks to Tom again for taking care of me. Thanks for being a sweet friend for lending me your tshirt cause you knew I didn’t bring any extra tshirt. Sorry cause I had to leave early. I promise I’ll make up some time for you okay.=) Once again, Thanks a lot!

Celebrating birthday without the person you truly love is a no point for me. But I know, I have those wonderful friends and family around me. I’ll try my best not to remember anything about that boy on my birthday.

I was talking to Ezz on the phone last night. Non-stop llaughing. And before that, I was talking to Chuck cause he wanted to explain something to me.

I don’t know what else to blog. And I’ve got no plans for my birthday tomorrow.

Boring birthday!

Hello LOVES!
I’ll make this post as short as possible alright.
I’ve got a job and I’m starting work soon. Yeah yeah, very soon! Haha! And, I’m so loving it!

Time pass real fast. And it’s almost the end of January soon.
And oh! My birthday!!!

I miss Muhamad Rasul a lot.
It’s been weeks we didn’t talk to each other. I just wanted to forget everything; every single thing! Maybe we aint fated to be together. Two months I waited. Damn! Never had done this before. I’ve told you, we shouldn’t have got into I relationship but you were just stubborn baby. I didn’t blame you at all.

IF DIDN’T GET INTO RELATIONSHIP, we would have been bestfriends till now.
IF DIDN’T GET INTO RELATIONSHIP, we would have shared all those dirty lil secrets together.

I missed those times when we weren’t together.
I missed that laughter.
I missed those lame jokes you made.
I missed those night messages.
I missed those meet ups.
I missed those smiles.
I missed those hugs.
I missed those kisses.
But simply said, I miss everything about you baby.

I knew you weren’t lying when you told me I was your only babygirl. Because I trusted you a lot baby. I didn’t mind at all when you wanted to club with your friends. Because I trusted you.

You said you wanted our relationship to last. I knew you really meant what you said, but yeah, everything happened for a reason. No one to put the blame on. Let’s just meet up some day to talk about this alright!

I miss you badly!

Hello LOVES!
I’m still at home waiting for someone to tell me that no one is at Mak’s house already. ‘Cause someone is stuck inside sleeping. No one to wake him up. I was supposed to come over to wake him up but yeah, sadly, Keith locked the door and I’ve got no keys with me. Kesian kn dier?

He told me something yesterday night.

I’ll make everything clear okay. He’s not flirting with me, neither I am. We’re just close friends. Really close. He misses mak and that’s the reason why he came over. And ya, I’ll have to come and wake him up because he’s alone at Mak’s place and no one to wake him up since his phone battery went dead. So yeah, don’t get us wrong okay.

LOVED!<3

Hello LOVES!
I had a great time with primary schoolmates yesterday. We had hell lots of laughter. We camwhored a lot.  However, the pictures are with Zuraidi. =)

Went seesha-ing then to pioneermall to grab drinks. Thanks to Diana, Faizal, Khidir and Alif. We had hell lots of fun during the night. Thanks friends. Do keep in touch alright!=)

Hello LOVES!
I’m in a state of confusion. It’s difficult for me to choose the right one. I don’t know which to choose. DAMN!

I hope he’s not putting hopes on me. ‘Cause I know, I’m gonna disappoint someone one fine day. I’m not sure who to trust and whom not to trust. But I’m afraid; I’ll choose the wrong one again. I don’t want that mistake to occur again. At the same time, I’ve hurt a kind soul. That’s the reason why my relationships don’t last long. It’s because of KARMA! ~what goes around comes around~

I have been MIA-ing myself from Muhamad Rasul for a few days straight already. I know I really can do it. I’ll have to forget about the past and start a new life. I’ll have to forget whatever I’ve gone through with that boy. All those text messages have been deleted from my inbox because I don’t want those text messages to remind me about the past. All those long friendship that we went through.

Rasul: Bestfriends? Right?
Oh, I still remember how we became bestfriends.
And yeah, the night you told me you wanted me to be yours forever. I really can’t forget that cause it was really funny. I thought you were just joking since you like to joke around a lot. I still remembered the first time you told me you love me. That was on the day you wanted to head off to dbl o. And that was the day when I was really worried about you clubbing. The night you told me you only have me and I’m the special girl in your heart. When you told me you’re not gonna mingle around when you’re in the club. But baby, I’ve seen it now, with my own eyes.

It makes me feel worst when I thought about all those memories we had together. The times that we spent messaging each other. We spent hours on countless text messages every single day. I miss those times.

I’m glad I have great friends around me.

And oh, look at my tagboard! I’ll have to clear my tagboard soon. Cause some uninvited creatures came to visit my blog.

Hello LOVES!
I couldn’t sleep and I decided to update my blog.

Time flies fast. And I’ve been very patient with someone’s attitude. I’m not stating the name here. But I’m very sure most of you would know who I’m referring to.

You promised a lot and now, you’re not even fulfilling a single promise. How could you! Do all this to me. Like I told you, it’s easy to make a promise but it’s not easy to fulfill it. You left me with a deep cut in my heart.

At first you told me you wanted time to get use to everything. You told me till 2010 and I was so freaking stupid to wait till you’re really ready till now. But this was what I should get in return?

I could say nothing more. I just don’t wish to elaborate. So boy, THINK ABOUT IT ALRIGHT.

Oh yeah, I do believe in karma. so baby, good luck! xD

School was great! I had so much fun laughing with classmates! Haha!

Went to mak’s house after that. Watched tv. Then Bapak came back home, changed then he went out again. And so, me and bbg followed dad to Serangoon to get something. Then fetched mak at Clementi and Kak Baby at her work place.

Had our late dinner at WestCoast. And we had hell lots of time laughing our ass off! Just one word, GEREK!

And oh, I miss Ryan a lot. He doesn’t know when he’s coming over to Jurong again. But I swear I just miss him a lot!

My bbg Nurul too! I damn miss her! Datang rumah mak soon please!!!!

I miss hanging out with my dearest bestfriends. Wal, and Fared. DAMN, we have a lot to catch up with each other. I have to spend time with the both of you! SOON PLEASE!

I miss BBG SUHAILA more! I don’t know where she is, but I hope she’s doing fine. We have a lot to catch up with each other. We have to meet up real soon! Let’s do shopping, gossiping, and whatever we’ve done together again! I miss those times bbg. Lets fix a time and day for a date okay. Just the two of us, gossiping about anyone that we dislike just like before. I still love you more bbg!

Hello LOVES!
I’ve just got up from bed. I had exactly 8 hours of sleep.
Sorry to whoever who talked to me on MSN last night. I fell asleep beside my lappy. I’m sorry.

Was out with Mak, Bapak and Nisa yesterday. Bpak fetched me at my place then headed to Jurong Point to walked around. I had a great time laughing with them.

I’ve got my hair done highlighted properly. Thanks to my dearest sister, Kak Ais. Haha!

I’ll be going to school later on.

I better take my shower now. Haha!
I’ll update again soon!
Goodbye!

I’ll reply to tags soon okay!

Hello LOVES,
I’m tired. Very tired.

I enjoyed myself last night. Accompanied mak and bapak to fetch Kak Baby then off back to accompany sister at home. Did some housework while waiting for Keith to come back home.

Chuck fetched me at 1+am and off we head to West Coast. The plan was to have a movie marathon and yeah, we did. Bought some drinks and junk food then off to Chuck’s place. Watched a total of 3 movies. At first, Faizal, Chuck’s brother joined us. But he ended up sleeping during the second movie. Haha! Baek! I was already sleepy during the second movie. But yeah, continued watching the third movie then taaaaadddaaaaaaaa! The next thing I realized was, Chuck’s head was already on my shoulder and the movie had ended! Haha! Chuck was sleeping soundly during the movie and so was I. haha! Talked a lot then home sweet home.

Thanks for the wonderful day ye awak! Haha! I had fun eventhough this wasn’t what you planned, I still had fun. Thanks for your wonderful time and thanks for being a very very sweet friend! =)

I’ll have to getmyslef ready now. I’ll have to meet my bbygirl now. Goodbye!

Hello LOVES.
No one seems to hear to my cries. No one seemed to care. Especially that special person in my heart. It’s hurtful to hear; worst, to see. That someone knows I cared a lot. But all that someone does was just to ignore. Things change tremendously. Sooner or later I got to just forget about the past and move on with my life; a new life. I ain’t ready yet. But yeah, life has to go on. Friends always ask what’s wrong with me. I answered nothing because I didn’t want them to worry.

Things changed fast. Attitude towards me change. Promises made were never fulfilled. SAD. HURT. But there isn’t any other ways to solve the problem. That special someone NEVER change. Selfish!

I can’t blame anyone. Maybe it’s my fault. Tsk! Life must go on. I can’t just wait for that special one to come. Maybe my attitude just sucks!

Hello LOVES!
School today was great! I just love today!
Met my dearest classmates today after a very very long holiday.

Mum paid my phone bill this morning! Haha!

I told Rasul every single thing about his damn friend. And yeah, he’s happy enough that I’m telling him every single thing rather than keep it all to myself. We had a long conversation that day and that’s when we catch up with each other and start updating each other about what the both of us had missed. He’s passing his motor license very soon. But he doesn’t seem excited about that. Haha!

I miss Rasul a lot. The last time we went out together, just the two of us was like a few months ago. And that was so 2009! 21 more days to my 18^th birthday and I’m super excited about that. But yeah, like Rasul advised me; when I’m 18, don’t think about going clubbing. Haha! Thanks yeah Rasul for the advise. Haha!

It’s already 2010 and I’ve promised a lot that I’m changing. Be it attitude or whatever that got to do with me. I have to be a good girl now. Like Rasul said, NO MORE CLUBBING! Haha!

I think I’m feeling better now after letting out every single thing. Yeah, my feelings and everything that I wanted to say.

Some people will come asking why a long face. That’s the reason why I have to put a fake smile on my face. I don’t want people around me to worry about me. Especially those big brothers and big sisters at home. But I don’t know till when everything would remain this way.

The left over pictures!

Hello LOVES!
I've got alot to blog about! But yeah, I've got no idea how to put evrything in words.

i miss my babygirls alot. Wal and Fared too!meet up soon people!

Home internet is down and I've got idea why. Its gonn abe okay soon.

Had a long conversation with Rasul last night. And I'm glad everything was alright.
We've got alot to talk about and alot to catch up with.
And yeah, its the first time he talked alot.
However we didn't talk about us cause i guess its a no use.
He's turning 20 this year and hell yeah he's already old.
Please ehk! Think wise about your future.
I forgot what else we talk about.

Its january already. And I so can't wait for my 18th birthday.

i gpt no idea what else to talk about. I'll update soon alright!

Take care!

I've got no time to update my blog cause my internet is down.
I've got no idea why.
But for sure i'll update very very soon alright!=)

Take care everyone! =)
And oh! Hello 2010!!!!!

Hello LOVES!
I’ve been very busy the past few days.
Oh ya, hello 2010! Gawd! I’m so excited! My birthday is so coming soon! I’ll be legal soon! Suke2! Labu and Wan birthday is sooooo coming soon!

Countdown was superb! Countdown with the Phantomians! And I’m loving those moments with them.

I’ve got a lot to blog about actually but yeah, I’m just too lazy to type a very very very long post.

I’ve been spending time with the usual people every single day. So nothing special to blog abt.

Hello LOVES.
I haven’t been updating my blog for some time. The reason for not updating was simply because I didn’t have the time to update.

I’ve been meeting a number of people for the past few days. And facing the same number of people for a few consecutive days. Even though I didn’t get enough sleep since the past few days, I still had fun though. Even though its very uncomfortable to sleep for the past few days, I still enjoyed my time with those people.

I had fun with babygirls just now. We haven’t met for quite sometime ‘cause I’ve been very busy for the past few days. Sorry babygirls.

I miss Muhammad Rasul a lot.
People had been asking how’s the both of us. Simple, the answer is; COMPLCATED. I don’t know till when I have to wait till this relationship works. I don’t think it will work at all. He just doesn’t seem to care about anything got to do with us. I know, he knows. I know, he’s disappointed with me. But I’m sorry, I happened. It wasn’t your fault; wasn’t my fault either. No one to put the blame on. We haven’t met each other for quite sometime already.

Lets stop talking bout Muhammad Rasul. It makes me feel worst.

Hello LOVES!
I haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.

I've got nothing to type. let the pictures do all the talkings.

I'm bored!

*lookup*
Its Mizzy! Haha!

I'm done with cleaning my room yang previously was sooooo berserak!
Before cleaning I was chatting with that prettay girl up there.
Since she blog about me(siap ngn gambar aku sebesar-besar tidak), I'll spend sometime blogging bout her.
Ade free time kan, so yeah, why not.
She's gonna teman me one day to look for a new boyfriend. Kan Mizzy? Okey best! Aku suke dapat kawan mcm gini.
Haha!

Like she mentioned in her blog, we were talking about those Phantomians. Haha!
Pasal ape korang sume takya tau. Tak penting.

Ni kalau Hanif bace mesti nak tau kiter bbual ape. So Mizzy, kiter diam2 jer. Secret between the both of us.
Haha!

Okey, one look at Mizzy, she looks very sombong.
But I just got to know the fact that she's damn friendly like very CB! Haha!

Alright, I've got nothing in mind now.
Oh ya, Mizzy! Biler nak carik mataer matsalleh yg hot and banyak duit?
Hahaha!